the first six weeks is finally over!!

[lfsubstance22]

man that video is great, i would be so pist if i was that kid who got fucked lol, but shit twisted, im doing good, TODAY IS MY 3 MONTH ANIVERSARY OFF OLL OPIATE AND OPIOIDS, wow and it krept right up on me too, i know im not doing it the way those fucking shrinks and addictionoligists wanted me too, im drinkinng beer and smoking weed still, but i feel good about myself, i work tom at 9 am, and i like doing the lawn business thing... how are you feeling twisted?? update me on how things are going....have you been feeling better, your getting there...keeep going you got this shit....btw if you didnt read in my previous posts, Im david from lower mi, and i quit mainly subs, but def got high here and there while getting subs off the sreet, on january 4th, 2012.... was taking opiates since age 15 and thats that....but good job and where your at and you keep going....

[tw15t3d]

man that video is great, i would be so pist if i was that kid who got fucked lol, but shit twisted, im doing good, TODAY IS MY 3 MONTH ANIVERSARY OFF OLL OPIATE AND OPIOIDS, wow and it krept right up on me too, i know im not doing it the way those fucking shrinks and addictionoligists wanted me too, im drinkinng beer and smoking weed still, but i feel good about myself, i work tom at 9 am, and i like doing the lawn business thing... how are you feeling twisted?? update me on how things are going....have you been feeling better, your getting there...keeep going you got this shit....btw if you didnt read in my previous posts, Im david from lower mi, and i quit mainly subs, but def got high here and there while getting subs off the sreet, on january 4th, 2012.... was taking opiates since age 15 and thats that....but good job and where your at and you keep going....

Hey David!
Congrats to your 3 month time, that is GREAT! And whatever works to keep you from your DOC..that's all that matters. I also think it's awesome to have that job, so you can get out into the outdoors instead of the same scene every day!

About me, I've been doing ok and hanging in there..a lot of fatigue..exhaustion in the evenings, which are the main downers right now..almost like I have no life in me ATM. Also have slight chills too. I read Ratch's log on his sub detox process: viewtopic.php?f=5&t=78 and I swear that is exactly what I am going through lol.

Thank you for asking on your own thread, that's really nice of you! And so awesome to see you come back and give your positive outlook in your life! And lower MI is my area as well..I'm about 30min from Port Huron.

[lfsubstance22]

damn crazy, im 30 min from flint n brighton, nice to meet ya neoghbor, but yeah its somewhat positive, i had a alot of other shit to deal with along with the opiates so my detox and i would still say im still in detox has been very tough, but you need a job or something to get you through life i feel, no mattter how you feel, you gotta have something tht forces you to live a certain way, if not youll do nothing....atleast thats me....but congrats, you sound like your doing very well, i had so many more comlaints then you, for me the chills and the sweating was terrible....still is, i have always sweated alot from certain areas, but never like i did when i wuit and like i still do 3 months later....but i just deal with it, and i do feel alot better then i did 1 month ago....but i dont think its over yet....i gotta keep staying clean.....hope your doing good twisted i seriouly hope there are no temtations for you and if you feel exausted at night great, get some sleep, sleep as much as you can....does from orange to green mean your smoking buds??....hope the buds u get out there are as dank as they are here....lol prolly are

[tw15t3d]

damn crazy, im 30 min from flint n brighton, nice to meet ya neoghbor, but yeah its somewhat positive, i had a alot of other shit to deal with along with the opiates so my detox and i would still say im still in detox has been very tough, but you need a job or something to get you through life i feel, no mattter how you feel, you gotta have something tht forces you to live a certain way, if not youll do nothing....atleast thats me....but congrats, you sound like your doing very well, i had so many more comlaints then you, for me the chills and the sweating was terrible....still is, i have always sweated alot from certain areas, but never like i did when i wuit and like i still do 3 months later....but i just deal with it, and i do feel alot better then i did 1 month ago....but i dont think its over yet....i gotta keep staying clean.....hope your doing good twisted i seriouly hope there are no temtations for you and if you feel exausted at night great, get some sleep, sleep as much as you can....does from orange to green mean your smoking buds??....hope the buds u get out there are as dank as they are here....lol prolly are

Hey David, I'm sorry for your problems 3 months out, but it's got to get better for you soon! And WOW we must live in the towns next to each other! lol! And it is so cool that you are able to have a job to keep you busy!

I got a 3 yr. old to chase around and a job I do at home...also I do a lot of exercising which helps my process. But don't get me wrong I feel like I weigh a ton and really have a hard time moving. I think your main thing is chills and sweating! I would give anything to trade the chronic and extreme fatigue and slight chills for what you have! Lately my husband has been in school, and so I am stuck with a 3 year old from wake time till he goes to bed, 3 days a week..so no nappy time for me when I feel like passing out. Oh well it's about time he went back to school and finished his degree! lol ok done with my rant.

Thanks so much for asking about me on your own thread! And no the orange to green means I quit on St. Patrick's day..I have some nasty schwag on top of my book case that I smoked a week ago, and it took away the anxiety, but I was even more fatigued for a few days afterwards..need as much energy as possible.

Hang in there, and if you need to write again, I will always be here to read!

[ratch]

hey,
I honestly have no problems with weed, booze, beer, wine at all.. with one exception.
MODERATION! If you keep using them as a daily replacement/crutch, what will happen is your brain will actually start producing a morphine like reward (endorphins) and you can actually get "addicted" to weed or alcohol. What you once were able to control will control you. If you cant moderate it, dont use it.