the more and more expierences i have in the world, the more and more i realize that 99% of the human population is out for themselves. real shit. most people don't give a mad fuck about the next person. as long as they make money an's d are getting theirs, they don't give a fuck either way. amirite?
That just flat out sux man. That is Capitalism, every man for him/herself so to speak. Money, can't live without it, but sews a helluva lot more evil than good. There is a lot of good out there too. We gotta look for it tho, cuz the media will drown us in catastrophe and crap on a minute by minute basis. The good news is on the shelf, they jsut selling dirty laundry, and we are buyin it up... That song "dirty Laundry" by Don Henley,...really says it all!!! I wanted to copy the link from YOU TUBE..BUt, I am a complete fcking computer illiterate ...... "Kick em when their up, Kick em when their down"...UGHH!
Here ya go, Keith
Angela 8/26/09 sub free 9/6/09 benzo free 9/27/09 CLEAN!!! Before you can see the light, you must DEAL with the darkness.
Tcat reminded me that I can bitch here. So here it comes Guess this is the right thread as I dropped to 60-65 mg & feel like TOTAL CRAP!!! Right now I feel like FUCK everything & everyone. Don't take it personal but STFU!!!!!!!!! I've never watched the Super Bowl straight (outside the sub) in my entire life. I'm feeling like a Super Fool. on me.
This used to be a fun place to come and laugh and joke around. Now???? It's a fucking boring AA meeting where everyone wants to fucking hug you and talk their AA/NA bullshit crap. You know.....those annoying fucking phrases and language that ONLY the members of the AA/NA cult use? It's fucking sickening around here lately.
I USED to be able to come to the War Zone, start a stupid shit-ass thread about nothing, curse like a fucking sailor, and make fun of EVERYONE and their mother!! AND most of the people here used to join in and have a fucking BALL!! We used to rank on each other, call each other names, make fun of each other's families (hey mano!), and just shoot the shit and laugh our asses off!
Now everyone's fucking offended and hurt and can't BELIEVE how rude and disrespectful and wrong all of this is??????
GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!
ALL I was doing was trying to breathe a little life into this fucking boring-ass cemetary of a board! I was being my smart-ass, sarcastic self! That's it!! I haven't fucking "changed" at all, you fucking idiots! This is how I've been since day one on this board. So WHAT I fucking relapsed!!! SO FUCKING WHAT!!!! It's not the end of my fucking life, people! I'm not gonna crawl into a fucking hole and die!! My life is not over!!! UNLIKE some other people here who think that if you relapse, your life is over. You have to start "all over again" or some bullshit like that! Ummmmm......NO YOU DON't!!!! You just have to pick yourself up and keep fucking going without dwelling on it and letting it bring you down!
WHICH is WHY I came in here to TRY and have a little fun!!! You fucking miserable motherfuckers! And all I get back is "ohhh, Jules....you've CHANGED!!! What's wrong with you???? I want the old Jules back."
THERE'S NOTHING FUCKING WRONG WITH ME! I'm trying to have a little fun. It's just that SOME people don't know HOW to have fun! Well, FUCK YOU! Go stick to your uplifting, sing songs and hold hands threads and don't fucking come in here to bring me down and aggravate me!!!! You don't like it and find it offensive??????? DON'T FUCKING CLICK ON THE DAMN THREAD, YOU IDIOT!
Christ all fucking mighty!
Oh...and mano, thanks for holding down the fort in my absence. You done good, my brother!
are you one of them females who likes getting choked during sex?
i think i turned my girl out. before me she said she never had an orgasm, and i was all like, "well i know it's not me, shiiit." i told her to start doing all this freaky shit like moaning, rubbing herself when we're rumbling, anal, all that shit. she was giving me head and said "do you want me to deepthroat it?" and i of course said yes, so now she gags on my d when shes blowin a nigga. shits sooo funny. like shes a total freak now. oh yah, that night when i told her to let loose and relax, she had her first orgasm. we were drunk as shit, killed a patron bottle in 1 hour, and we started fooling around. and there was a water bottle on the counter so i was like, "hmmmm..." i opened that bitch up and thought it was a bright idea to pour it all over her while i was fingering her. she was so wet and i was fingering her, then i stuck a finger in her ass and got all freak a leak on her... then it happened. i felt her shaking and shit and the rest is in the history books, boy!
This used to be a fun place to come and laugh and joke around. Now???? It's a fucking boring AA meeting where everyone wants to fucking hug you and talk their AA/NA bullshit crap. You know.....those annoying fucking phrases and language that ONLY the members of the AA/NA cult use? It's fucking sickening around here lately.
I USED to be able to come to the War Zone, start a stupid shit-ass thread about nothing, curse like a fucking sailor, and make fun of EVERYONE and their mother!! AND most of the people here used to join in and have a fucking BALL!! We used to rank on each other, call each other names, make fun of each other's families (hey mano!), and just shoot the shit and laugh our asses off!
Now everyone's fucking offended and hurt and can't BELIEVE how rude and disrespectful and wrong all of this is??????
GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!
ALL I was doing was trying to breathe a little life into this fucking boring-ass cemetary of a board! I was being my smart-ass, sarcastic self! That's it!! I haven't fucking "changed" at all, you fucking idiots! This is how I've been since day one on this board. So WHAT I fucking relapsed!!! SO FUCKING WHAT!!!! It's not the end of my fucking life, people! I'm not gonna crawl into a fucking hole and die!! My life is not over!!! UNLIKE some other people here who think that if you relapse, your life is over. You have to start "all over again" or some bullshit like that! Ummmmm......NO YOU DON't!!!! You just have to pick yourself up and keep fucking going without dwelling on it and letting it bring you down!
WHICH is WHY I came in here to TRY and have a little fun!!! You fucking miserable motherfuckers! And all I get back is "ohhh, Jules....you've CHANGED!!! What's wrong with you???? I want the old Jules back."
THERE'S NOTHING FUCKING WRONG WITH ME! I'm trying to have a little fun. It's just that SOME people don't know HOW to have fun! Well, FUCK YOU! Go stick to your uplifting, sing songs and hold hands threads and don't fucking come in here to bring me down and aggravate me!!!! You don't like it and find it offensive??????? DON'T FUCKING CLICK ON THE DAMN THREAD, YOU IDIOT!
Christ all fucking mighty!
Oh...and mano, thanks for holding down the fort in my absence. You done good, my brother!
This thread is really starting to annoy me. Don't you people realize that some of us more civilized people don't like your vulgar postings? Just remember, "First things first", "live and let live". "Think, think, think", before you post something that may offend someone, and "stick with the winners".
Just "keep it simple, stupid", and act as if, "this too shall pass".
Ed, all your new gals past guys are saying, "I cant, he can, so I think I'll let him" And she's thinking "Keep coming back, it works if you work it", and also, "I came, I came to, I came to believe".
Hey, I still curse like a fucking sailor. And I don't think you've changed much Jules. You relapsed & you know how to get it back together. So just do it. You're the same Jules & still speak your mind. You're consitent that way. Who the fuck am I to judge about anyone that fuckin relapses. I've relapsed so many times that I've learn no to bring it up on this or any board until I rack up some clean time. But that's just IMFO.
There's no apostrophe "s" in hydros. And no cap, either, as it is not a brand name. NOW, had you said: Anexsia, Dolorex Forte, Hycet, Liquicet, Lorcet 10/650, Lorcet Plus, Lortab 10/500, Lortab 2.5/500, Lortab 5/500, Lortab 7.5/500, Lortab Elixir, Maxidone, Norco, Polygesic, Stagesic, Vicodin, Vicodin ES, Vicodin HP, Xodol, Xodol 5, or Zydone, then YES, these are brand names and WOULD be capped.
One Word RELAPSE!!!!
Jules been gone for a while, but had to comment on all the heat you are taking for, something we have all done many of times. People have big stones, commenting on strength. Give me a fucking break peeps, we have all relapsed, it is what u do when u wake back up, determines strength.
You seem the same to me, sarcastic, rude and vulgar(kinda sexy).
You will get through this and we can sing Kumbaya together.
Jules been gone for a while, but had to comment on all the heat you are taking for, something we have all done many of times. People have big stones, commenting on strength. Give me a fucking break peeps, we have all relapsed, it is what u do when u wake back up, determines strength.
You seem the same to me, sarcastic, rude and vulgar(kinda sexy).
You will get through this and we can sing Kumbaya together.
Arlene
Posted - 02/07/2010 : 11:07:20 AM
on me.
